I thought I’d share a story,
Wonder it causes any worries
Got used to saying empty sorries like it’s a phase
can’t seem to see the back of my ways
Stumble into flurries,
Feeling like the very next’ll burn me
Talking to myself a little sternly till it’s a graze
.. swear I’m moving, at the bestest, sideways

Look at all, look at all of this
How could I ever call it quits
But I am so up to my whits end

This is the demise of me
That everyone’s waiting to see
Been skimming a surface to sink again
Oh what good is reaching a brink that ends
Now everyone got their plan b
Sure I got some security
But what I would give to be free again
Just like we were kids at a school event

I love you and you know I’m never leaving
The more this goes on I’m over-achieving
I wonder how you’re finding me appealing all of these days,
Wish I could keep these heavy demons at bay
Cant ruin myself properly
Don’t know what I was thinking I forgot me
You whispering inside my mind stops me till I’m Okay
Yet all this shit is hanging over my stay here

Look at all look at all we got
I’m Picking apart all I have not
I’m on my third bottle on the trot here

This is the demise of me
That everyone’s waiting to see
Been skimming a surface to sink again
Oh what good is reaching a brink that ends
Now everyone got their plan b
Sure I got some security
But what I would give to be free again
Just like we were kids at a school event

La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la

This is the demise of me
That everyone’s waiting to see
Been skimming a surface to sink again
Oh what good is reaching a brink that ends
Now everyone got their plan b
Sure I got some security
But what I would give to be free again
Just like we were kids at a school event

Oooooh oooooh.

Run, run, run, run,
Run, run, run, run.

ahhhhh, ooooooh.

Am I allowed to drift,
Beneath the waves.

I close my eyes so tight,
And measure every word.

Am I allowed to drift,
Beneath the waves.

I close my eyes so tight,
And measure every word.

If I could run,
Would it all disappear,
The weight of your words,
The salt of my tears.

If I could run,
Would it all disappear,
The weight of your words,
The salt of my tears.

Would it all disappear,
Run, run, run, run,
Run, run.