I can’t seem to get well 
Walking on your eggshells 
It makes me emotional 
I’m just tryna get healed 
But it’s like a minefield 
When you’re so approachable 

But tonight 
I gotta keep my distance keep me right (alright)
Oh I try 
But you make me wanna speed and close my eyes (oh I)

Compared you to nothing 
and you went above it 
Then I fell in love I fell in love 
Just to feel something 
It’s self destruction 
And you are the button 
And now I’m feelin’ enough to b-blow my heart up 

Do you know what I’m feelin’

We can’t help but look at
Each other like a car crash 
It’s really unavoidable 
Tragic we’re a good match 
Strike it and we burn fast 
It’s rather enjoyable

Feel it in my blood and you can see it in my blood line 
Open up my hand and you can see it in my heart line 
You can see that I’m a mess and I’mma mess you up in no time
But you gon’ test the limits u gon’ see if thats a bad sign 

Keep coming ‘round I’mma keep your attention 
If we ain’t going out with a crash then we crashin’
If it’s not allowed then baby I’m in 
If we’re going down then at least we should drown 
In a little bit of ocean 

Caught up under a wave that could wash away it all
I know that you 'fraid baby I can read your thoughts 
Now are you in over your head messing around
With a bad girl you want / with me 

I just wanna see if u can keep up actin’ friendly 
How far can you run until your stamina is empty 
You said that I’m different but different is never easy 
Don’t you think I’d rather be alone than just be ur freak

I heard You wanna go somewhere
Don’t go Without me it’s unfair
I’m trying to turn you down
But you keep coming back for more
I would rather let you drown
Than to save you from the sore

Don’t come near me
I might mesmerize your mind
Don’t you kiss me
I have poison on my…

If you get lost
I won’t try
If I won’t find you
I won’t cry
I’ll just
Try and run away
I will find a way

Paragraph 4:
I don’t wanna just stay here
Not without you on my side
I know
You feel the same inside
Don’t think that I don’t know how to lie
I’m trying to show you how
To love a woman without a crown
I never seen those eyes so dry
I just want to see you cry


If you get lost
I won’t try
If I won’t find you
I won’t cry
I’ll just
Try and run away
I will find a way


I don’t wanna just stay here
Not without you on my side
Not without you

Please do treat me badly
So I can leave you gladly
Everybody feels like partying,
Flirting with somebodies
Pulling Insta bodies
Everybody feels like partying

Except me
Except me they party
Except me
I don’t feel like partying

They pretend they’d missed me
Party doesn’t hit me
Every time they feel my body
I don’t want to be a thing
I’m just feeling I’m so lazy
But everybody wants me to be (GO) crazy
‘Cause tonight we’re at a party
I feel sick

Except me
Except me they party
Except me
I don’t feel like partya

Lets not fool ourselves
I want you no one else
Act like I’m yours to lose
I’m begging you

I've been siting all alone in my bed
Wishing you were here beside me instead
Wondering how bad it'll hurt when it ends

Cuz you know I want you
Maybe more than I should
I want you 
I know you’re no good
Want you more than I should
Baby more than I should

I know that we’ve been high
You’re waiting for the fall
I think we’re falling into place maybe

We’re right where we’re supposed to be
Together til someone leaves
Yeah lucky you lucky me

I could’ve sworn you swerved the right
Jagged side
Right where I left my shoes to burning in the light of My cigarette cry got a red-eye flight high into the city Looking down at you right

With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine yea
We might’ve called it a draw or we might not have called it all Talking bout it
With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine
We never called it at all we never called it a draw

Smoke and the mirrors took some time
Out of sight
Right where I left my mind to bury in the night of
The internet lie, ran you down by sunrise, try until I pity down at you right

With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine yea
We might’ve called it a draw or we might not have called it all Talking bout it coz
if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these wings whoohooo did I really lose

if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these wings
if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these broken wings With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine
With a left eye with a left eye I could
With a left eye with a left eye

I can't help myself I gotta take it to the extreme
Maybe you should save yourself, think of your health
Keep your conscience clean


If you're down for the ride
Just nod your head in time with mine
We'll do things differently


So what I lose my mind from time to time
it's fine it's fine it always comes back to me


The way I do it is overkill
The way I do it is overkill
(You should stay away)
But I know you love the thrill
(Live to love another day)
But I don't think that you will
The way I do it is overkill.


Take a deep breath in
And feel me flowing your bloodstream
Can't keep it at bay
Cos I'm your nightmare and your day dream


Don't try to talk away it's only me you love
And it makes you ill, but you need it still


The way I do it is overkill
The way I do it is overkill
(You should stay away)
But I know you love the thrill
(Live to love another day)
But I don't think that you will
The way I do it is overkill.

Down
You won’t put me downCan you catch my fall ?Can you help me findSome little piece of mind ?And some killer time
And I will wear a crownAnd I won’t back downWhen you burn my soul
And I will wear a crownAnd I won’t back downWhen you burn my soul
Cry
You won’t see me cryYou hang me out to dryI got my bullet eyes
And I will wear a crownAnd I won’t back downWhen you burn my soulWhen you burn my soul
You took me for a clownAnd I won’t back downWhen you burn my soul
When you burn my soulWhen you burn my soulWhen you burn my soul

I don’t need
to apologize
The choice is mine I’m falling
If I scream
Out of my mind This voice is mine I’ll use it
(X2)
Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share
I might let you know Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share
I might let you know
(x2)
I don’t need to tell you my name To do what you say
I’m leaving
If I speak
And tell you to go I’m telling you no You listen
(X2)
Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share Imma let you know Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share Imma let you know

My reflection
In the water
Tells me that I’m different
Brought me back
To where I started Running out of oxygen
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
Our connection’s Getting broken Interfering with my head
Brought me back
To where it happened Running out of oxygen
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself

Writing on all your wallsI was here, now I have to go
I won't stay in a cage
Missing all my daysI am here and II will stay
Whatever they will say
There will be brighter days
I am here and stayI will stay aliveI won't stay in a cage
Missing all my daysI am here andI will stay
Whatever they will say
There will be brighter days
I am here and stay

Today, it’s tuesday,
And I’m getting out,
Instead of crying, crying,
Crying in my bed.

Outside, it’s cold,
My hands are shivering.
You are in front of me.
I’m telling you, after many years,
All my love.
And that you made me suffer.
Yesterday, it was tuesday,
I told you all I can,
And now I’m free.

Yeah, it was outside, in the cold,
You were in front of me.
I’m telling you, after many years
All my love.
And you said nothing.

One more good night, I can see it in your eyes,You can’t deny, that I’m on your good sideEverything I tried, is really panning out this time,Done with goodbye, yeah yeah

It’s all here, waiting for ya, waiting for ya,So clear, I really want ya, saving your heart,I’m still here, waiting for ya, craving all your love,
So baby before you go, I’m saving your heart
I’m saving your heart, I’m saving your heart,I’m saving your heart, I’m saving your heart
You must have known, I was always this gung hoKeeping it real close, yeah it’s obvious, oh
The truth is your so, magnetic I can’t let go,So please let me show, all that I have to offer
It’s all here, waiting for ya, waiting for ya,So clear, I really want ya, saving your heart,I’m still here, waiting for ya, craving all your love,
So baby before you go, I’m saving your heart
I’m saving your heart, I’m saving your heart,I’m saving your heart, I’m saving your heart

Burn the sages
New chapter in my life tear out all the pages
I’m losing all my mind I’m trying to face it 
Skeletons in my closet turn into a basement
All my deep and darkest secrets
I hide away cause no one can keep it no
My soul been reeking no
My soul been bleeding
I just gotta climb to the top I just gotta know who I am
Darkest fears really hit the spot 
I’m noticing my life’s out of hand
Reflect on myself
I’ve been running from my shadows
Hypnotized by the ceiling I know 
Contemplating who I am

I’m trapped in my memories
Past life yeah its haunting me
So would you let me be
Yeah would you let me be
Cause I'm trapped in my memories
I lost my dignity
My mind won't let me free
My conscience tortures me 
Set me free

I'm victim to my own thoughts
And I'm digging my own grave
Who gon’ listen 
Life got me in a position
And I'm drowning thinking about holding on
And I'm running
Thinking I outran it all 
But I come right back to my problems 
And I know that I try
I'm feeling I'm all out of options
I feel dead all inside but I gotta fight 
Reflect on my self I've been running from my shadows
Hypnotized by the ceiling I know 
Contemplating who I am

I know how to make you angry
Talk my shit [talk] and act like a tease
You can’t touch it maybe you’ll see
Take a photo and send it
Tell ya leave work come get it
Drop it all and come get it

You got no option when you want it you want it bad
It’s my fault I look hot in it waiting in your bed
Oh I got you frustrated
Can’t take it
I make you mad just from how bad you crave it
Come get a taste
You wanna get up in it
Frustrated
Bear with it
Adrenaline pumping through your veins ooh ooh

Stay mad
If you could only stay mad at me
Stay mad
I’ll keep it up and you can take it out on me

Most of my nights I need two things from you
To talk your shit [talk] and to follow through
No rain check
No leaving me waiting
We talkin’ bout good sex
Hair pulling I pay a lot for you to fuck [mess] it up
Care for me later right now I want it rough

I've always been takin' away
I've always felt nothing was said
Get ready for what comes away
If pain is fire you'd be the clay

Everything is always the same
Everything changes, I've heard it all before

You need to dry
Useless tears from your eyes

Everything is always the same
Everything changes, I've heard it all before