I am no longer a comfort to othersI've entered my nombrilthe belly button of psychosisspinning in paranoia.I eat bananas all day long whileI watch the clockand listen to the door.Self doubt follows me like a stray catthat I'm afraid to kick away.Age and time. Shifting toward cancer, dementia, seemingly unstopable.I take selenium from the sea. There are buckets of seaweed in my bathroom.I am no longer a comfort to others or myself,
I grab my knife and a whip in my dreams smashing my stomache and back till the bones bleed and a hole erupts.I take a knife and I cut off bits of seaweed that I eat in my silent kitchen.I am taking selenium in doses that the doctor says isn't safe. I am taking selenium in doses that the doctor says isn't safe.I drink beer to keep the seaweed down.The
highs of applause amplify the lows of my loneliness, once the hands
have all stopped clapping, I can hear my stomach moaning.Doubts about vision and intelligence - stop the spontaneous breathing.
Echoes
of her laughter keep me awake. I am no longer a comfort to others and I
climb a dark wall using a candle that I hold in my teeth. It is a dark
moutain, humid and green. I climb into my bathtub and cover myself in
the sinuous weed from the sea.I am no longer a comfort to others.I am taking selenium in doses that the doctor says in't safe.

You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
So break the walls down but leave the door wide open.

If I don’t get what I want,
There’s gonna be trouble,
In a town made of matchsticks,
Light the last candle sitting on the rubble.
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
So take the walls down but leave the front door open.

You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
You can’t fix it til it’s broken,
So take the walls down but leave the door wide open.

We are a slient nation,
on our way to utter obliteration,
We need to get our minds out of the gutter,
and move on before our lives disappear.

Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?


Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?


Stop, breathe, don’t believe,
All, you see, is not what it’s meant to be,
Brain freeze, grit, your teeth,
Set yourself free from hypocrisy,
Desk job, no hope,
No life, always broke,
Aren’t you getting sick of the same routine?
Stand up, say no,
This ain’t, no joke,
This is your life come on, set yourself free.

Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?


Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?


We are on our own,
on this lonely road.

Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?


Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something,
Don’t you want something better than this?
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life,
Don’t you want a life better than this?