I dont hate you
But I don’t want to be here when you wake up
I used to love you
But now your only something that I’ve lived through
We had a losing hand from the start
And I was always terrible at playing cards
We played a losing game and I was bored
But we were never very good at keeping score
You gotta get through
The things that make you forget what you been through I would have died for you
But some things you can never undo
We played a losing game and I was bored
We were never very good at keeping score
We had a losing hand from the start
And I was always terrible at breaking hearts
I hate loving you I hate loving you I hate loving you

Spinning out in circles
You took me for a ride
I might lose this battle
But I’m gonna be alright
I’m gonna be alright
I loved you best
when I didn’t love myself
Running out of daylight
Calling out your name
I was living in your half light
No one else to blame
I loved you best
when I didn’t love myself
But I’m gonna be alright

I don’t know what you had in mind
People lie all the time
You don’t have to dry your eyes
People cry all the time
I don’t know if you said goodbye
People die all the time

Wake me up
When I’ve learned how to forget
That you exist
That you were ever in my head
I’m sick of feeling like I’ll never feel anything again
I’m feeling like I’m falling without you to catch me and
All of a sudden
Cold sweat comes running Down my neck
I see your face on the street Was it you
Or was it someone else
I’m lost without you
I am hungry for you
But I am never going back to where you’re at
I am lost without you
I can’t stop thinking ‘bout you Without you
I am just half of who I am

I pick you up in unfamiliar places
My body cold, breathing heavy in expectation
Can’t tell how I’m gonna react
I feel chills running up my back
Feeling light headed
Eyes heavy lidded
I didn’t know that it would be like this I didn’t know that it would be like this
Loving you is like taking a dangerous drug
Except I can’t tell when I’ve taken too much But if I can’t have it
I feel so sick without it
I take you out in unpredictable situations
Burnt cars out by the overground station
If I knew what you could do to me
Would I get so close, could I just let you be
Legs feel unsteady
I wasn’t really ready
I didn’t think that it would feel like this
I didn’t think that it would feel like this
Loving you is like taking a dangerous drug
Except I can’t tell when I’ve taken too much
But if I can’t have it
I feel so sick without it

You told me that you’d wait for me
But patience has a sell by date
Can’t say that I blame you
I should have seen it through
I been losing sleep over you
I should just give up and find somebody new
But I’ve been waiting so long
But I’ve been waiting so long
But I’ve been waiting so long
And getting it so wrong
They say that romance is dead
And I need it like a kick in the head
Can’t say I love you
If I don’t even know you
I been losing sleep over you
I should just give up looking for somebody new
But I’ve been waiting so long
But I’ve been waiting so long
But I’ve been waiting so long
And getting it so wrong

The morning wakes you up
With a heavy head on the pillow
See the light on the buildings Leave the water running
But I don’t know what is coming
But I don’t know what is coming
But I don’t know what is coming
But I can see why you’re running
In the night, you told me
It all would be fine
Not to worry about it
But you can hear it humming
But I don’t know what is coming
But I don’t know what is coming
But I don’t know what is coming
But I can see why you’re running