Nu Soul/R&B. Dreamlike, fragile, profound & introspective. A song Nu Soul/R&B. Dreamlike, fragile, profound & introspective. A song that evokes a struggle against guilt, against attachment to memories & against the feeling of being cast aside after a breakup: “Maybe I kind of like hurting myself on purpose.
It’s all in my verses, ‘cause crying, I’m just no good at it. I want to set you free & part of me still wants you''. Singer, beatmaking, electric guitar, sampling & electronics.歌词
IT:
Hai vinto tu
Non sono pronto a questo Chiudo i miei occhi a chiave Passano giorni strani
Non dormo più
Come se prima dormissi. Sai che ho imparato a farlo? Contare 5 minuti
Come dici tu
Bella fine che ho fatto Come si arriva a tanto? Senza ragione o torto
Come fai tu
E pesa troppo non aprire bocca dopo tanto amaro Sono un po’ ubriaco
Sarà che sento ancora il tuo fantasma addosso Ho il peso dei ricordi sulle spalle
Ma sei viva anche senza di me
Vorrei liberarmi ma mi spacca le ossa
Ma scommetto che sai cos’è meglio per te Cos’è meglio per me (sai)
Dovrei lasciarti andare
Come fai tu
Vorrei ricordarti con più tenerezza
Adesso è quasi strano incontrarti Scambiarsi sguardi per sbaglio Sentire i pezzi che cantavi in auto, Mi sento un po’ sfasato
E non dimentico la sera che ci siamo presi a schiaffi Come due schizzati
Sarà che sento ancora il tuo fantasma addosso Ho il peso dei ricordi sulle spalle
Ma sei viva anche senza di me
Vorrei liberarmi ma mi spacca le ossa
Forse un po’ mi piace farmi male apposta
È tutto nei miei versi perché a piangere Non sono capace no
Vorrei liberarti e un po’ mi sento in colpa
Sarà che sento ancora il tuo fantasma addosso Ho il peso dei ricordi sulle spalle
Ma sei viva anche senza di me
Vorrei liberarmi ma mi spacca le ossa
Forse un po’ mi piace farmi male apposta È tutto nei miei versi perché a piangere Non sono capace no
Vorrei liberarti e un po’ ti vorrei
(viva anche senza di me)
ENG:
You won
I wasn’t ready for this I lock my eyes shut Strange days go by
I don’t sleep anymore
As if I used to sleep
You know what I’ve learned to do? Count five minutes
Just like you say
What a mess I ended up in How do you get to that point? With no right or wrong
Just like you do
And it’s too heavy not to speak After all that bitterness
I’m a little tipsy
Maybe it’s ‘cause I still feel your ghost on me I’ve got the weight of memories on my shoulders But you’re alive even without me
I want to break free, but it crushes my bones
I bet you know what’s best for you What’s best for me (you know)
I should let you go
Just like you do
I wish I remembered you more tenderly
Now it feels strange to run into you Exchanging glances by accident
Hearing the songs you used to sing in the car It throws me off a bit
And I can’t forget the night we slapped each other Like two lunatics
Maybe it’s ‘cause I still feel your ghost on me I’ve got the weight of memories on my shoulders But you’re alive even without me
I want to break free, but it crushes my bones
Maybe I kind of like hurting myself on purpose It’s all in my verses, ‘cause crying
I’m just no good at it
I want to set you free, and I kind of feel guilty
Maybe it’s ‘cause I still feel your ghost on me I’ve got the weight of memories on my shoulders But you’re alive even without me
I want to break free, but it crushes my bones
Maybe I kind of like hurting myself on purpose
It’s all in my verses, ‘cause crying
I’m just no good at it
I want to set you free, and part of me still wants you
(you’re alive even without me)
Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a hopeful but tired aura from choral voices and drooping ambience. A hero stumbling through the dark after a tough battle. Soothing but solemn choral voices. Cold chords and euphoria offers a funereal quality.
Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a hopeful but tired aura from drooping ambience and rough strings. A hero stumbling through the dark after a tough battle. Soothing but solemn. Cold chords and euphoria offer a funereal quality. Instrumental version.
Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a hopeful but tired aura from choral voices and drooping ambience. A hero stumbling through the dark after a tough battle. Soothing but solemn choral voices. Cold chords and euphoria offers a funereal quality. Alternative version.
Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a Determined, dramatic, dark. Piano falls into a rhythmic step, a hopeful but tired aura from drooping ambience and rough strings. A hero stumbling through the dark after a tough battle. Soothing but solemn. Cold chords and euphoria offer a funereal quality. Stripped back underscore version.
Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading sounds out into a landscape. Bright backing Bell's and zen dreamy notes climb up. An aqueous, pulsing natural atmosphere. Shades of pads bouncing off of a slowly growing momentum. Blurred footage of animals and birds cavorting in a natural landscape. Austere minor-coded energy gives an explorative tenacity, backed by booming drums and echoes @ 1'07.
Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading sounds out into a landscape. Bright backing Bell's and zen dreamy notes climb up. An aqueous, pulsing natural atmosphere. Blurred footage of animals and birds cavorting in a natural landscape. Austere minor-coded energy gives an explorative tenacity. Stripped back no percussion underscore version.
Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading Dreamy, serious, journey. Quaint Bell's land, with delay cascading sounds out into a landscape. Zen dreamy notes climb up. An aqueous, pulsing natural atmosphere. Blurred footage of animals and birds cavorting in a natural landscape. Austere minor-coded energy gives an explorative tenacity. Stripped back sparse underscore version.
Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic guitar strumming. Male vocals set out a Christmas scene with a wistful sadness. A silent and lonely time. A family separate for the festive season. Vocals give a sorrowful vibe with soulful, meaningful performance.歌词
See the lights upon the tree, 9 o’clock on Christmas Eve, Can you hear the silence fall like snow this Christmas? Though we ought to be back home, And there’s places we should go, Oh I just don’t want to be alone on Christmas Eve.
So don’t leave me, Don’t say “you’ll see”, Oh I just don’t want to be alone on Christmas Eve.
Hear the Christmas church bells ring, Now it’s midnight on the green, And a choir of drunkards walking home with Christmas cheer, Now it’s late and time’s slipped by, And we ought to say goodnight, But I just don’t want to be alone on Christmas Eve.
So don’t leave me, Don’t say “you’ll see”, Oh I just don’t want to be alone on Christmas Eve, So don’t drive home, Don’t turn to leave, Cos’ I just don’t want to be alone on Christmas Eve.
See the lights upon the tree, 9 o’clock on Christmas Eve, Oh I just don’t want to be alone this Christmas.
Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic guitar strumming. A family separate for the festive season. Feeling down and looking out the window with sorrowful energy. Brass gives a bittersweet celebratory energy. Instrumental version.
Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic Sad, lonely, hopeful. Ticking clock leads into wilting acoustic guitar strumming. A family separate for the festive season. Feeling down and looking out the window with sorrowful energy. Brass gives a bittersweet celebratory energy. Stripped back underscore version.
Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow with a joyous and touching mood. Female vocals with theatrical tinge, two loved ones pining for each other on the festive day. Merry sorrow met with modern percussion @ 0'48. Solo mood, a woman looking out the window, waiting for a loved one. Met with joy in catharsis @ 1'50.歌词
I miss those days when I'd look aroun,d And see memories of you scattered through the house, Books that you love on a shelf with your notes, The smell of a dinner that's worth a toast.
You're working late, no, it's not your fault, They asked you to move, then said you had to go, It's for the best and it's not forever, We thought it would change our lives, weren't we clever?
This time of year makes me wish you were, This love I feel, babe, I need you here.
This holiday, I sit here alone, waiting to chat one more time on the phone, I miss your touch and your smell, your words, Won't you come home, even if for the worst?
Then what do I hear? A knock on the door, Is this everything I've been asking for?
This time of year, I'm so happy that you're, This love I feel, babe, I need you here.
Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow with a joyous and touching mood. Merry sorrow met with modern percussion @ 0'48. Solo mood, an individual looking out the window, waiting for a loved one. Met with joy in catharsis @ 1'50. Instrumental version.
Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow Meaningful, gentle, modern. Gentle piano skips out gracefully slow with a joyous and touching mood. Female vocals with theatrical tinge, two loved ones pining for each other on the festive day. Merry sorrow met with Christmas Bell's @ 0'48. Solo mood, a woman looking out the window, waiting for a loved one. Met with joy in catharsis at 01:50. Stripped back alternate version.
Ancient, enlivening, sprawling. Glassy ambience travels out with Ancient, enlivening, sprawling. Glassy ambience travels out with rough edges pushing against sense of calm. An old book opened for the first time in years. Spiritual vibe from knowing melodic hum @ 0'46. Choral voices intertwined with pads in a majestic progression. Metallic euphoria weaved along with cavorting strings and piano. Riser @ 1'50 offers a sci-fi energy. A space epic.
Ancient, enlivening, sprawling. Dirty ambience travels out with rough Ancient, enlivening, sprawling. Dirty ambience travels out with rough edges pushing against sense of calm. An old book opened for the first time in years. Spiritual vibe from knowing melodic hum @ 0'46. Choral voices intertwined with pads in a majestic progression. Metallic euphoria weaved along with cavorting strings and piano. Riser at 01:50 offers a sci-fi energy with light percussion. A space epic. Alternate version.
Indie rock song. Intimate, reflective & gentle. Female vocals, rock Indie rock song. Intimate, reflective & gentle. Female vocals, rock band with electric & acoustic guitars, piano & synth drone. Suggested for teen romantic comedies & TV shows.歌词
I dont hate you
But I don’t want to be here when you wake up
I used to love you
But now your only something that I’ve lived through
We had a losing hand from the start
And I was always terrible at playing cards
We played a losing game and I was bored
But we were never very good at keeping score
You gotta get through
The things that make you forget what you been through I would have died for you
But some things you can never undo
We played a losing game and I was bored
We were never very good at keeping score
We had a losing hand from the start
And I was always terrible at breaking hearts
I hate loving you I hate loving you I hate loving you
Delicate, hopeful, breathtaking. Icy ambience is warmed by rolling Delicate, hopeful, breathtaking. Icy ambience is warmed by rolling piano in a simple but aspirational tone. A warmth and strength in quaint beauty. Swells of freezing chords with classical strings offering a sense of absolution and acceptance. Heartbreak in a cold and beautiful place.
Delicate, hopeful, breathtaking. Icy ambience is warmed by rolling Delicate, hopeful, breathtaking. Icy ambience is warmed by rolling piano in a simple but aspirational tone. A warmth and strength in quaint beauty. Swells of freezing chords with classical strings offering a sense of absolution and acceptance. Heartbreak in a cold and beautiful place. Stripped back underscore version.
Graceful, dramatic, strong. Euphoria lifts a spiralling piano Graceful, dramatic, strong. Euphoria lifts a spiralling piano arpeggio sequence, a curious darkness. A baroque romance in an icy tundra landscape or natural struggle, an animal struggling through an eroding ecosystem. Bright strings @ 1'17 gives a sense of graceful hope and power. A dancing brilliance with a feeling buoyancy and beauty.
Graceful, dramatic, strong. Windy euphoria lifts a spiralling piano Graceful, dramatic, strong. Windy euphoria lifts a spiralling piano arpeggio sequence, a curious darkness. A baroque romance in an icy tundra landscape or natural struggle, an animal struggling through an eroding ecosystem. Bright strings @ 1'17 gives a sense of graceful hope and power. A dancing brilliance with a feeling buoyancy and beauty. Stripped back underscore version.
Emotional soundscape. Romantic, intimate & delicate piano over dreamy Emotional soundscape. Romantic, intimate & delicate piano over dreamy synth pads. Suggested for digital romance, ethereal virtual worlds & sentimental metaverse.
Mysterious, glum, bouncy. Muffled bassline offers a downbeat tone, Mysterious, glum, bouncy. Muffled bassline offers a downbeat tone, brightened by dainty bells. Before kick drum and trip hop beat begins to inject a sense of momentum and fun. A person stuck in a loop, working hard, becoming down and depressed. Chiptune vibe gives a sense of technological imprisonment.
Mysterious, glum, bouncy. Strange glassy rumblings offer an uncertain Mysterious, glum, bouncy. Strange glassy rumblings offer an uncertain tone until bells brighten things with quizzical sequence. Dreamcore energy. A person stuck in a loop, working hard, becoming down and depressed. Chiptune vibe gives a sense of technological imprisonment. Stripped back underscore version.
French pop ballad. Chanson. Moving, empathetic, haunting & uplifting. French pop ballad. Chanson. Moving, empathetic, haunting & uplifting. Break with acoustic piano @ 1'38. Female vocalist, string section, piano, synth & rhythm. Suggested for French romance & teen series.歌词
Il faudrait guetter la lumière venir
Il faudrait passer son temps à ralentir
On aura jamais pris la peine de grandir
Quand on est léger pourquoi s’appesantir ?
J'ai dû attendre que ma voix revienne
J'ai dû apprendre à rire de mes problèmes
A la fin je ne sais plus comment le dire
Je ne sais qu’aimer et sans jamais trahir
Il faut le croire pour le voir
Comme une oeuvre d’art
Y’a tout le temps d’sémouvoir
Comme un premier regard
Il nous reste tellement de choses à cueillir
C’est cet espoir qui me sert d’avenir
Si on est léger pourquoi s’appesantir ?
Si on est heureux rien ne sert de courir
Il faut le croire pour le voir
Comme une oeuvre d’art
Y’a tout le temps d’sémouvoir
Comme un premier regard
