Looking to the moon at night
Getting used to used to being alone
Picture you by my side
Somebody that I don't know
I still miss your twisted heart

It feels like I'm coming round
Didn't I know it was wrong
The more that I long to sleep
The more I keep hearing your songs
And I still miss your twisted heart

I don't know how this will end
I made myself so hard to please
Made mistakes I know I did
I had my bad luck on repeat

Let you back into my life
Now I really wish you were gone
There is no real surprise
When I've been under so long
And I still miss your twisted heart

I know I can change all the the things I'm done with
In a way which suits me which will add something
I won't be throwing out the things I feel
Away with the trash just to fit the deal
No all I really want is to feel the ground
Hold my feet down and stand proud

If only
We could move in time
Feel our eyes collide
Green and brown and blue

Tell me how to choose

I know I can do without the things that blow
In a way that fits me from head to toe
But it takes time and I'm struggling to find

A way from convention without being unkind
I know I can use all the feelings in my brain to suit your needs
But your bordering insane

I can see things clearly now I'm finally sure
Nobody can cover up the opening doors
That end this chapter and spit us out
Nothing more to say nothing more to shout

If only
We could move in time
Feel our eyes collide
Green and brown and blue

Tell me how to choose
We have travelled far
Seen our morning stars
Green and brown and blue
Tell me how to choose

Those numbers you know so well
Fall over yourself to sell
Turns out
you're
the only one
No wonder you never tell
But you go out with a song
And it only brings it home

However we doubt ourselves
It's all over when the light comes back
Sometimes I hardly know at all
The cover you always call
When you drag me through the walls
And I don't know where to crawl

Everything you love comes back to haunt you
Ever since the safety went from under you

It always comes out like that
No other is at your side
I'm searching your hands for a catch
And I'm staring out into the night
But it's only like you do
To treat me like a fool

Everything you love comes back to haunt you
Ever since the safety went from under you
Every turn you take it all comes back to you
Everyone will say they've got your back for you

I have tried -
I still try

To make it seem like rainbows and silver linings
I still read -
I still write
Into magazines
Does anyone listen - anyone

Cause it's like
Nobody can hear the crying through the walls
Cause nobody answers
And I'm like
Am I the only person breathing in the air
Does nobody else care

I have tried -
I have made
Multicoloured pictures of our lives
We've seen some times - like the day

Those waterfalls were falling before our eyes
Does anyone see - anyone