I was searching
Even though I could be found
On the coastlands
In the corners of the dust of my mind
I knew the religion
Every line, dot, phrase and code
Even dressed for redemption
Yet a part of my heart had closed, down, down, down, down
You reached out your hand
From the highest of heavens
You reach out where fingers collide Bright hands, Bright heart
You reached out your hand
From the highest of heavens
You’ve come in, you’ve turned my head
Bright hands, bright heart
And in the suppression
When faith lies in hospitals
When holding on is hurting
When walking away seems the only hope I knew somewhere you were
There longing for me to see
But somehow my mindset
Needed climbing over or breaking down
This is why they say
Your love, love, love is better than life This is why they say
Your love, love, love is better than life I’ve tasted the dream
I’ve been to the edge and I’ve dived in This is why they say
Your love, love, love is better than life

I’ve been wearing a mask
Living like a lonely ghost of my past
In this time
I’ve been hanging there
Though I’m hidden in, shadow, shadowy nights
And i’ve been wondering, wondering If I let go now
Wondering, wondering
And i’ve been wondering, wondering If I let go
You’ve got me holding tight Tighter than I though possible You’ve got me
You got me holding long
And I breathe your breath Come inflate my lungs You’ve got me
I can’t seem to add up
What I thought was easy to solve In this sum
I see anomalies there
And I can’t work it out alone
It’s a spinning mind
Flung to the spiralling sides
It’s a spinning mind
A tinnitus interference piercing me Probing, provoking, it’s punctured my skin It’s a spinning mind
It’s a spinning mind

I am waking up In the orchard of our dreams It hasn’t been easy We haven’t been friends for a while I will turn my back On the things I’ve done That have made you disappear You haven’t been first, for a while I could I could Blame it on the weather Blame it on the plan I could, I could Blame it on my job Blame the other man I could, I could Gather up my stones Hurl them at you I could, I could But if I lay a single finger I’m hurting me too I can see the light And it doesn’t burn my eyes For the first time in a long time I’m walking out from the shadows You twist your head Turn your heart to my face Your independent smile Tells me we can be friends again I’m being honest I’m being honest I’m being honest Right with you now I’m being honest I’m being honest I’m being honest Right here now